Tag: mike bordin

I’m not the kind of person you think I am
I’m not the antichrist or the Iron Man
I had a vision that I just can’t control
I feel I’ve lost my spirit and soul my soul
Got no control
I try to entertain you the best I can
I wish I started walking before I ran
But I still love the feeling I get from you
I hope it never stops, ‘cuz it Gets Me Through, yeah
It Gets Me Through, yeah
The feelings that I hide behind
Sometimes reality’s unkind
The nightmares come for me at night
I dread the dark and lonely nights

I’m not the kind of person you think I am
I’m not the antichrist or the Iron Man
But I still love the feeling I get from you
I hope it never stops, ‘cuz it Gets Me Through, yeah
It Gets Me Through, yeah
I’m just trying to live, yeah
I’m just trying to live, yeah
I’m just trying to live, yeah
I’m just trying to live, yeah



Thoughts about you just won’t let me sleep at night
Blinded by obsession and despair
All you are is just synthetic paradise
Steal my love from me without a prayer
The euphoria rushes through my veins
The eternal possession driving me insane
I must be dreaming
I’m running fast but getting nowhere
I see the light but I never get there
I hope I wake when the morning gets here
Your love is like a Nightmare
Feed me lies and cover with a smile of grace
Promise me the truth and I’ll be saved
Take away the pain and make my heart be brave
Comfort me forever, I’m your slave
I know there will be a price to pay
I’ll feel the guilt tomorrow but I’m numb today
I’m dreaming
I’m running fast but getting nowhere
I see the light but I never get there
I hope I wake when the morning gets here
Your love is like a Nightmare

I’m running fast but getting nowhere
I see the light but I never get there
I hope I wake when the morning gets here
Your love is like a Nightmare
I’m running fast but getting nowhere
I see the light but I never get there
I hope I wake when the morning gets here
Your love is like a Nightmare



You load the dice and paint the smile upon your face
With fingers crossed you switch the perfume with the mace
What kind of dreams to you enjoy inside your bed?
I’ll face the lies and shake the evil from your head
Black Illusion
Is all I ever see
Black Illusion
I bring you misery
Oh yeah…yeah
You always seem to know the answer to it all
You seem to cheat the truth and never take the fall
Your life is hollow and you simplify the rules
The time will come when you will join the other fools
Black Illusion
Is all I ever see
Black Illusion
I bring you misery
Oh yeah…yeah

I load the dice and fake a smile upon my face
With fingers crossed I switch the perfume with the mace
What kind of dreams do I enjoy inside my bed?
You’ll face the lies and shake the evil from my head
Black Illusion
Is all I ever see
Black Illusion
I bring you misery
Oh yeah…yeah
Yeah


A child of a broken mind
The fear that I hide behind
I hate rejection
It’s the worst, it really hurts me
Living inside my head
I feel like the living dead
I need your affection
It’s the best, it really helps me
With my back against the wall
Trying so hard not to fall
I’m so tired of sleeping around
Hopeless, in despair
Don’t know if I’m here or there
Feeling like I’m up and I’m down
But I’m still Alive
I don’t have any plans to go anywhere
You know I’m Alive
I know I’m crazy but I still like it here
But I’m still Alive
I don’t have any plans to go anywhere
I don’t want to die, yeah
A head full of tragic schemes
what keeps me alive is dreams
I dream that someday
I’ll find the key that sets my mind free
You may think I’ve lost control
The man with the broken soul
I’m not here to try and make excuses
Just believe me
With my back against the wall
Trying so hard not to fall
I’m so tired of sleeping around
Hopeless, in despair
Don’t know if I’m here or there
Feeling like I’m up and I’m down
But I’m still Alive
I don’t have any plans to go anywhere
You know I’m Alive
I know I’m crazy but I still like it here
But I’m still Alive
I don’t have any plans to go anywhere
I don’t want to die, yeah
But I’m still Alive
I don’t have any plans to go anywhere
You know I’m Alive
I know I’m crazy but I still like it here
But I’m still Alive
I don’t have any plans to go anywhere
You know I’m Alive
I know I’m crazy but I still like it here
But I’m still Alive
I don’t have any plans to go anywhere
You know I’m Alive
I know I’m crazy but I still like it here
But I’m still Alive
I don’t have any plans to go anywhere
You know I’m Alive
I know I’m crazy but I still like it here
I don’t want to die, yeah
You know I’m Alive
You know I’m Alive


Don’t tell me I’m wrong
Don’t tell me that you knew all along
I won’t roll over dead
Only I know what goes on inside my head
I’ve got nothing to hide
I’m not guilty inside
I won’t give up
After all, I’m still crazy
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
Try so hard to break me
But all your diamonds turn to sand
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
Say goodbye forever
I’ll wait for you in no man’s land
Get out of my way
There’s nothing you can do to change what I say
I won’t ever let go
I got the answer but you’ll never know
I got my eyes open wide
Ain’t gonna’ slip up or slide
Can’t take me down
After all, I’m still crazy
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
Try so hard to break me
But all your diamonds turn to sand
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
Say goodbye forever
I’ll wait for you in no man’s land

I’m Not Going Away, I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away, I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away, I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away, I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
Try so hard to break me
But all your diamonds turn to sand
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
Say goodbye forever
I’ll wait for you in no man’s land
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
I’m Not Going Away
Say goodbye forever
I’ll wait for you in no man’s land



So sick and tired of living
And so afraid to die
I’ve lived so many lives
And still I wonder why
The way the world perceives me
Is not the way I am
The one half thinks I’m crazy
The other thinks I’m damned
I spent a long long time alone in my room
I need your help to get me out of this gloom
Can You Hear Them?
All the voices in my head
They freak me out
Can You Hear Them?
They won’t be happy ‘till I’m dead
They freak me out
Ten thousand million nightmares
Temptation by the score
I used to get so high
And still I wanted more
You think my time is wasted
In search of who I am
I tried so hard to kill
The boy inside the man
I spent a thousand years one night in my room
I’ve lived so many lives and that is my doom
Can You Hear Them?
All the voices in my head
They freak me out
Can You Hear Them?
They won’t be happy ’till I’m dead
They freak me out
Can You Hear Them?
All the voices in my head
They freak me out
Can You Hear Them?
They won’t be happy ’till I’m dead
They freak me out
I never thought I’d smile again
Always thought I’d be here on my own
Sometimes when I’m down
You come and save me again
And again and again and again

I’ll never understand it
It makes no sense at all
Just look at what I’ve done
It’s time to count the score
I’ve spent a long long time alone in my room
I need your help to get me out of this gloom
Can You Hear Them?
All the voices in my head
They freak me out
Can You Hear Them?
They won’t be happy ’till I’m dead
They freak me out
Can You Hear Them?
All the voices in my head
They freak me out
Can You Hear Them?
They won’t be happy ’till I’m dead
They freak me out

“Black Illusion” by Ozzy Osbourne