Many people say that it’s the way of life I’m afraid I’m forced to agree Oh, it’s not easy fighting with your hands all tied I really need a break to breathe
I don’t think I have that much time I need shelter where I can hide Is it too late? Is it my fate To stand in the cold and Rain?
Oh, I’ve been standing here so many times before I’ve lost my count a long ago I feel the weight of years, I think my mind is sore Don’t know where the hell to go
Wherever I don’t think will be fine The chill and wet comes deep from inside I need a hand, ‘cuz I still stand In the cold and Rain
Aren’t you wasting your precious time I should be along my way, but no I’m not afraid, I’m on my way In the cold and Rain
Many nights I can find no rest
As my conscience puts me on test
It is certain, if your hands are dirty
You cannot live in peace
You can let go for just one day
Gaining debt you’ll one have to pay
All the world has fallen for the same illusion and
Crying while it’s suffering
If you are the Almighty God
Why let evilness reign?
Smiting men and fighting faith while
You could have stopped this
It’s Time to chose my side, live as I am
Taking tiny steps in the wrong and
Saying what I know I have said before
“I’ll turn back, just not today”
The other option, deep from my heart I can find You
Where I left You, God of my childhood
Jesus still has hope for the hopeless He can make me fearless and free, amen
It’s a tough school to start and see
What I guess He has always seen
Though I thought I was the wisest one
But my sin had blinded me
I was seeking truth from the skies
Every mountain, every peak up high
Till I found Him in the depth of my pit
Jesus in His mercy
Should the LORD remove all evil
I’d be first in the line
He would have to wipe out us And all of the people
It’s Time to chose my side, live as I am
Taking tiny steps in the wrong and
Saying what I know I have said before
“I’ll turn back, just not today”
The other option, deep from my heart I can find You
Where I left You, God of my childhood
Jesus still has hope for the hopeless He can make me fearless and free, amen
That is why the Almighty God lets evilness reign
Smiting men and fighting faith wile
You could have stopped this
You could have stopped this
It’s Time to chose my side, live as I am
Taking tiny steps in the wrong and
Saying what I know I have said before
“I’ll turn back, just not today”
The other option, deep from my heart I can find You
Where I left You, God of my childhood
Jesus still has hope for the hopeless He can make me fearless and free, amen
I’m feeling mean today Not lost, not blown away Just irritated and quite hated Self-control breaks down Why’s everything so tame? I like my life insane I’m fabricating and debating Who I’m gonna kick around
Right Now…can’t find a way to get across the hate when I see you! Right Now…I’m feeling strange inside, I want to slash and beat you! Right Now…I rip apart the things inside that excite you! Right Now…I can’t control myself, I fucking hate you!
I’m feeling cold today Not hurt just fucked away I’m devastated and frustrated God, I feel so bound So why’d I feel the need? I think it’s time to bleed I’m gonna cut myself And watch the blood hit the ground
Right Now…can’t find a way to get across the hate when I see you! Right Now…I’m feeling strange inside, I want to slash and beat you! Right Now…I rip apart the things inside that excite you! Right Now…I can’t control myself, I fucking hate you!
You open your mouth again I swear I’m gonna break it You open your mouth again Oh, God, I cannot take it Shut up, shut up Shut up or I’ll fuck you up Shut up, shut up Shut up or I’ll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up! Shut up or I’ll fuck you up! Shut up, shut up! Shut up or I’ll fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up! Shut up or I’ll fuck you up! Shut up, shut up! Shut up or I’ll fuck you up!
Right Now…can’t find a way to get across the hate when I see you! Right Now…I’m feeling strange inside, I want to slash and beat you! Right Now…I rip apart the things inside that excite you! Right Now…I can’t control myself, I fucking hate you!