nightcrawler-fan:

spillywolf:

I wanna be strong, independent, and capable of protecting myself, but I also wanna be held, cuddled, and have someone to feel safe with

#do guys feel like that? i wonder
Well, yeah.

Yeah.

What I Want That I Can’t Have

Someone to talk with

For the rest of the world, today is Hallow’s Eve. For me, it’s just another sad, lonely tuesday.

sadgirl2003:

Stop checking on people that aren’t checking on you

So…does that mean permanent isolation and solitude for me? Because that’s what would happen if i stopped checking on people who aren’t checking on me: it is always been the case that nobody “checks on me”, or even so little as talks with me, unless i do so first

me: hey! would you like to hang out? or do you have a few minutes to spare so we can talk a little bit?

literally everyone i know:

What i want: to get married, have children, make music, write books, be happy
What God wants for me: to be alone and miserable for all of my life, then to die and be alone in hell forever

Honestly

How do people even meet in general? Offline, women have no problem staring at me, but once I try to reach out, talk and connect, it’s either a brief, terse response that clearly says “i don’t want to talk to you, so let me just answer your stupid questions as quickly as possible so i can get away from you”, or they don’t even bother with courtesy and ignore me outright.

Can i just have a girlfriend now? please?