I have no one.

And no, don’t come here with your heartless trolling and go “it’s all your fault you mentally unstable cishet white republican scumbag!”

I lost my SO because she was untrusting and immature. Not my fault.

One by one, the people who have been there for me irl moved away or are on vacation for the rest of the year. Again, not my fault.

And you all go on about how you’re always “busy” and “like being alone” and “don’t need friends.” Are you really gonna blame that on me?

The only thing I’ll accept blame for is why God isn’t there for me; that actually is my fault. But there’s no way to bring Him back into my life, no matter how many times I’ve begged and pleaded with Him.